2 days to 40 weeks

Here is an update on what is going on in the Coker household!  I have 2 days left til my due date of 40 weeks.  It seems that Jaxon has decided to make himself at home for a bit longer than expected!  All 3 of the other kids were born 5 days early and here we are at 2 days and he is still snug as a bug in a rug!  We were desperately hoping he would make it here for Christmas but no :(.  Now I am desperately hoping he is here at least by his due date but the closer we get the more worried I get.  Houston weighed 8lb 11oz at 5 days early.  I guesstimated that Jaxon would be right at 9lbs if he was 5 days early but now I don't know how big he is getting.  If I go to my due date, and even now, he could already be nearing 10lbs.  I am getting a little worried as I don't want him to get so big that I can't deliver him on my own!  I truly do not want a c-section.  I am partially scared of them.  I have never had an operation in my life (aside from my wisdom teeth).  I don't know what to expect of my own body except what I have heard from other people.  However, no two people are alike!  I guess I will just have to wait and see!  Please pray for me everyone!  Thank you!